FOUR....

Life has thrown so many things at me lately good and bad...the first thing life through at me was not going to school this semester at first I was upset with the fact that I would not be attending but it has all worked out and I'm OK with this now. There are times when its hard...when I'm around all of my friends and they are all talking about what they did at school and all the homework they have to get home and do but I have learned to deal with it. The second and the best thing that has happened lately is that I have gotten one of the best opportunity I have ever had...this is to work with Student Life youth camps this summer which will be to travel in a van all around or to stay and work at orange beach. This will be around 10 weeks I will leave around May 22 and return around August 4. This will be one of the hardest but most exciting things I have ever done. I am super scared and super excited about it at the same time. There are many things running through my head...1-I am not the biggest home body but 10 weeks is a long time to be gone, 2-how will this be on my relationship, 3-will I have fun(which I am pretty sure I will have a great time), 4-who will I be staying with for the 10 weeks, 5-will I make friends with the people I will be working with. When I first heard about this I didn't know if I really wanted to do it but the more I thought about it and prayed about it ALOT I started to realize that this is the perfect time in my life to do something like this...I don't have a job that would not let me have a job when I get back, I'm not married or anywhere near getting married, I don't have kids so WHY NOT? I am not for sure doing this yet I have gotten an interview with them on Feb 2(so please be praying for me). But I am at a point in my life where I am ready to see and do what God has in store for me and I could not be more excited to find out what it is...its like when you start something new and you have no idea where it is going but you could not be anymore ready to find out.