Lately I have been realizing that I struggle alot with PATIENCE. This is not something I am just now finding out I have always been told that I need to learn to have patience, its just now coming to my attention more. Not just having Patience with people(which I do struggle alot with) but patience with myself. I feel like all the time I just wanna know what is going to happen in my life. My biggest thing as of right now that I am having trouble with deciding "what I wanna be when I grow up" aka: my major in school. I have only been in school a year and have already changed my major 3 times but I think I have it this time. I am now starting to realize that I am growing up and will have to start making BIG decisions soon. I have always said I can not wait to grow up and be on my own but to be honest I don't think I am as ready as I thought, mom and dads house and their rules will do just fine for a little while longer. With all that said last night I went to a ladies bible study Everything I had been struggling and praying about became more clear last night. We were all sitting at a table and one fo the girls said that with girls our age the biggest thing we struggle with is not knowing whats going to happen and where we're going in life then she said something that really got me. She said God has put you on this earth for one purpose and one purpose only and that is to share and tell everyone about him. I have heard this ever since I can remember but this time it really stuck with me. I felt like I really understood and got it last night that we are here for that purpose and that you may not ever see the person you just set by again or when you'll take your last breath on earth.
